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1st Gryffindor Note - [Text, then audio post]

[Have a really, REALLY shaky handwriting, as though whoever's writing this hurts quite a bit or is exceptionally scared... or hey, why not both. And there's an ink splotch on the top.]

.../looks like a diary. I can't tell.

[Another ink blot, but this one's apparently intentional.]

It's not like what Harry described Riddle's diary as being. I don't suppose it responds to voice commands. My hand hurts too much to write.

[Oh hey, it's swapped to voice here. Have a thumping sound and a soft 'oof.' She's fallen off the bed. And her voice next is really soft, as though she's not aware the thing is recording.]

My handbag. Bellatrix's wand. They're -

Gone.

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[She's looking extremely wary now. Oh god, Draco with Horcruxes is a nightmare waiting to happen for her.]

What did she tell you?

[In the mean time, he's taking extra care to avoid looking at her all together while remembering his discussion with the creator of ANI]

She told me that a Horcrux is any type of an item that holds a piece of a wizard or witch's soul after it's torn apart. It's difficult to create but it's useful for if the body dies, the soul continues living in the object.

[And then, quieter] She also said the Dark Lord has several.

[oh hello INTERNAL DEBATE. There's silence for a good long time as she thinks this over. Dumbledore's trust... but it doesn't really matter in this world, does it? And it's not like he knows the incantation, right?]

Please tell me you aren't going to make one of those.

[He briefly looks startled by the idea because he refuses to believe his soul's even been torn, but his expression quickly fades to his default "are you kidding me, you idiot" stare.] What use would I have for that?

[There's relief on her face at that. Still debating. Thanks for putting her in this position, Draco.]

The same that You-Know-Who has for it? Incidentally, whoever told you about them... she's right.

[Sure, anytime. He hasn't even told her why he's looking into them yet.]

So the only reason someone would have to create one is if their soul was torn. Otherwise it's nothing.

[She's still worried. It's such a touchy subject.]

Yes... Why are you so interested in them?

[Blatantly ignoring the question] And what has to happen for a person's soul to be torn?

[She's hesitant, remembering Slughorn and Tom Riddle.]

Please answer my question.

[This is a touchy subject, Draco, and she's willing to plead about it.]

...whatever you're worrying about, don't. This has nothing to do with you and your timeline or whatever.

It's really, really Dark Magic. You can't blame me for being concerned.

Be concerned elsewhere; what I'm doing here has nothing to do with whatever it is you're doing at home.

[Aaaand throwing caution to the wind.]

This subject is directly related to what we were doing at home.

[...oh really. Raises an eyebrow and tries to decide what to ask first]

...it's way too warm out here. [And so he turns to head into the library, lingering to hold open the door a bit before allowing it to start closing. Come along, Hermione. Draco's not going to be openly civil, you just need to learn to read between the lines]

[...The heck...? She blinks and then quickly follows him, catching the door before it can close on her. She opts for silence for the moment, wondering if he's going to say anything else.]

[He walks until he reaches a table in the very corner of the library where they can't be overheard, and he still isn't directly looking at her as he leans against it]

You have answers, then. About what's happening there.

[Have another internal debate as she stands close to the table, not taking a seat. C'mon, she's not stupid.]

More than I'm supposed to say.

[Either he doesn't recognize that she's having a debate over this, or she doesn't care] You still haven't answered my question about the soul.

[She turns so that her arms are folded over her chest and her side is to him. She's not turning her back to him but she doesn't really want to look at him right now. Don't mind her; she's just gonna talk to herself a little as she tries to decide what or how to answer.]

Dumbledore told Harry not to tell anyone but me and Ron. I think it was to protect everyone. If You-Know-Who found out what we were after, no one else would be hurt, but with so few who knew, he couldn't possibly have found out.

[After a little bit of lip-chewing, she turns back around.]

I am going to believe that you aren't going to make a Horcrux or tell anyone else how.

[She's ignoring your question for the moment. This is just reeking of the Slughorn and Riddle encounter, or what Harry told her of it anyway.]

[Wow I totally meant he doesn't care, not she. Anyway, he continues staring but it's more from the corner of his eye versus straight on. He just shakes his head because seriously, they just went in a complete circle or something. Hadn't he just said this had nothing to do with whatever she was going through?]

I'm pretty sure I already clarified that, Granger. Start explaining.

[She takes a deep breath.]

In order to split your soul, you have to commit murder.

[...damn, that woman wasn't making things up.] So no matter what, if you commit murder even in defense, your soul is going to split.

I don't know if doing it in defence counts... [honestly, she doesn't think so, but wouldn't that depend on the circumstances?]

I suppose it depends on the situation. If you have no choice... if you're doing it to save your own life... or perhaps other lives around you...

All I know for certain is that if you have no remorse about the act, your soul will be split.

But if there's remorse, your soul will be saved. You won't lose part of it, defense or not.

I - [Breathe.] -I believe so, yes.

[Action] - \o/

[Action] - and hopefully I won't have to leave again T_T

[Action] - wtf how did I miss this.

[Action] - because LJ's freaking out or something along the lines

[Action] - something like that (._.)9

[Action] - silly LJ ;;

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